Mid-autumn, 2011, I relocated to the city with my sons with plans to find a place and move my horses also. Curtis called to inform me that one of my mares had died – not predator related. Asking him to respectfully dispose of her body far away from the corrals and house, he said he would do so.
I arrived that Friday evening to check on my herd of horses and ride Mashkourah. Crossing the grid road onto a stubble field, my horse snorted and stopped. Her nostrils sniffed the air. She backed up, wanting to change direction. Stroking her neck, I talked to her while scanning the bush line in an effort to see what she did. She settled for a couple moments, her eyes fixated on the distance.
I urged her to proceed forward, but Mash hesitated. Finally complying, she took a few nervous steps forward on alert. Trust an animal’s instincts. An animal is more intune with their senses than many of us boasting to be at the top of the natural food chain. Deciding on taking a different direction, she relaxed.
Upon returning from the ride, I led Mash into the corral near the 20 acre sub-division of pasture where one den of coyotes lurks in the density of the woods. Zippy – my loyal dog in close proximity – began barking aggressively and charged towards the east clearing.
I squinted, muttering to myself, “What the hell is that?” A group of something was quickly moving towards me. “Deer? No, deer don’t move like that.”
My eyes widened. “Zippy! Here!” I commanded. Looking towards the house, my seven year old son, was playing in the front yard. I yelled, “I need a gun! NOW! Coyotes!”
He screamed in that girlish fashion all young boys do. The door to the house slammed shut. I stood alone in the corral with Mashkourah and we watched the charge as she began a nervous dance at the end of her lead. With three coyotes in the front of the charge towards Zippy, Mash and I – and four more behind them – I did the only thing I knew to do in that moment – I yelled obscenities loud and proud.
The coyotes slowed down, then stopped and watched me. I believe I over-heard the leader of the group yip, “Damn it! She’s back! Retreat!”
“A gun!” I yelled, “Now! Somebody!”
Multitudes of coyotes began a chain of yipping and sharp barks in the distance. I shook my head while angry adrenalin fumed from my skin. Turning my mare loose in the safety of the corral already housing a couple adult horses, I hurried to the house.
“Where’s that piece of crap 30-30?” I yelled.
Casually, Curtis inquired, “Why?”
I quickly explained what had happened, impatiently adding, “I need a better gun. What the hell are seven coyotes doing on the charge? Why didn’t you let me know they’re getting more bold here?”
“I put that dead horse out there,” he said calmly
My head snapped back. My eyes widened. “Where?”
“Just a little ways out,” he replied.
I stared at him, emotion evident in my voice as I said, “That’s what you did with her?” I shook my head. “And, if that’s what you were going to do with her, that’s not far enough out. No wonder they came in on a charge. They probably thought Zippy was going to get their meal.” I felt my face twist and contort. My eyebrow began twitching. “I can’t believe this.”
“A person should be hunting them at that spot now,” he said.
My stare became a glare. The image of staking out and looking at the carcass of one of my mares, while coyotes lurked in to feed from her body, made my stomach turn.
In that moment, I realized that the coyotes were giving me another important lesson. A message. My mind swirled, searching for a reason for this all. A reason not just for the coyotes, but for the lessons about humanity. The confirmation that the so called civilized world and the uncivilized world often had no distinct line drawn. Civilization, with the thinking capacity and arrogance to claim that we two-legged beings were the superior, advanced society – claiming a right to have domain over the natural world – were indeed the ones most uncivilized.
Dryly and meticulously, I said to Curtis, “I need a decent gun. I’m going to get my firearm safety papers in order to go alone, but I need a decent gun. I also need target practice.”
Perhaps it was the look in my eye. Perhaps it was my tone. Whatever it was, he agreed.
Coyotes and the Power of Seven
“The elders say a story has a spirit of its own. They say that when you retell a story you release the power of its spirit.” Coyote Medicine: Lessons from Native American Healing by Lewis Mehl-Madrona, M.D., page 48.
I had debated at length with myself regarding my decision to hunt coyotes. After all the losses, and weighing every spiritual dilemma regarding this, I had made my decision to hunt the organized packs, or at least try to. I felt that the coyotes were baiting me, hunting me, challenging me to face many things I had also known and tried to ignore during my interactions with, and observations of, fellow humans. With society.
I hadn’t had much luck encountering coyotes when I was armed and with hunters, yet the coyotes appeared when I was alone, unarmed and not necessarily seeking them.
I thought about the seven coyote charge. Seven. The number for wisdom, of the seeker and of truth – the coyote is the wise fool. A jokester teaching hidden wisdom in his playfulness, his foolishness. In the negative, seven also represents being faithless and critical. It is also said that a true teacher incorporates humor. Yet, I failed to see the humor in this situation, aside from laughing at myself for my multi-layered stupidity – out smarted by the packs of killers more than once. But that is the way coyote medicine teaches: The joke is on you.
The seven coyotes had charged at me in what is referred to as a reverse pyramid – the point of the coyotes came directly towards me. It is said that this represents the superior becoming inferior. Humans, believing themselves to be superior becoming inferior. Nature, in all her brilliance and wonder, is superior not only in the physical sense but in the deeper, spiritual sense presenting answers and lessons.
Every animal comes to you with a message. A teaching.
Coyotes In The City
Upon my return to the city, I put my three inch high heeled boots on and sweet perfume. As I shopped for groceries at Sobeyes, my obsession with the image of the coyote charge began to leave my mind. The city. Safe. Coyote free. Smiling, I turned down the pancake mix aisle and stopped in my tracks.
“You –“ I muttered between clenched teeth, shaking my fist at the pancake mix as an innocent civilian hurried past me with his shopping cart with a concerned look on his face. I smiled at him, then scowled, “It’s a sign, a sign I tell you! Dang Wiley is even following me into the city now!”
Coyotes were my calling, calling me. Taunting me. After my horses – horses represent power – and the coyotes were getting my attention for their multi-layered intentions through targeting my beautiful Arabians, threatening to take them from me… To take my “power” away…
Upon returning to my house, I grabbed some markers and a large sheet of art paper. Target practice time, baby. I would soon capture my first shot on video with my new gun…








